Carrie Esposito's short stories have been published in The Georgia Review, Ruminate Magazine, The MacGuffin, Pif Magazine, Mused, and Everyday Fiction. Her stories have been a finalist for the William Van Dyke Short Story Prize, the Curt Johnson Prose Awards and have received an honorable mention from Glimmer Train. She's won spots in selective writing workshops at Lighthouse Writers, a haven for writers that she adores.
During her career as an educator in the NYC schools, Carrie began the novel No Way to Fall Off This Earth set in India and Brooklyn, writing it in a notebook on the subway ride to and from work. This novel was a quarterfinalist for the Amazon Breakthrough Novel Award. She continues to write short stories and is currently working on two other novels, Forgotten Downtowns and When Whispers Shatter.
Carrie is also an Educational Consultant for Teaching Matters in the NYC schools, where she supports school efforts to increase equitable outcomes.
In No Way to Fall Off This Earth, a principal in Brooklyn goes to India to search for two missing students only to grapple with the consequences of finding them.
Gwen has accomplished her dream of founding an engineering-focused 6-12 school in Brooklyn for young women of color. This mostly compensates for living in a studio apartment alone, while she dates men who either bore or repulse her.
The school is the center of Gwen’s life, so when Bengali-Muslim twin eighth graders, Amala and Zahrah, are absent for several days, Gwen investigates, soon getting a desperate message they’re lost in Delhi, India, separated from their father who brought them there.
Meanwhile, the twins navigate their way through the unfamiliar terrain, encountering both dangers and moments of grace. Amala becomes enthralled by India, while Zahrah would do anything to get them back to Brooklyn.
Then Gwen makes the decision to go to Delhi, soon falling for Nikhil, an Indian man with an American accent and a hidden past. He questions her rescue mission from the start, even as he continues to help her find the twins and their feelings for each other grow.
But once Gwen is reunited with the twins, her choices and Amala’s desires collide, causing devastating loss while setting them both on their unlikely paths home.
Behind the Book
Amala and Zahrah Khadim, the twin sisters in No Way to Fall Off This Earth, were inspired by twins who were on the roster of the middle school in Crown Heights, Brooklyn where I was the Assistant Principal. One of my responsibilities was to make sure that students who were called “no shows” were discharged from our school, but students may not be discharged from a New York City school’s roster until there is proof that they have either moved or are going to school elsewhere. The twins proved to be a more difficult case, until we found out their father had taken them out of the country. I continued to wonder about them, until I had to write this imagined account of what happened next. I set the story in India, because I'd fallen in love with the country, the culture, and the people when I spent time there as part of my previous role as a corporate trainer.
Plastering myself against the Brooklyn Municipal Building, not too far that I couldn’t get back to the school in a couple minutes and far enough that I hoped not to be spotted, I sighed out a satisfying cloud of smoke. Yes, sometimes I snuck out during the school day for a cigarette. Yes, I recognized this as unprofessional and not in any way the desired behavior for a middle school principal. But I could still make smoke rings.
A young Jewish woman moves back to a declining town and must ultimately pick up the pieces of the destruction wrought by the two men she loves most.
Like Empire Falls by Richard Russo, Forgotten Downtowns centers a once thriving industrial city, focusing on the effects of its downfall on the individual family. It also explores like in Sparta by Roxana Robinson the effects of military life on the psyche of the soldier, all while looking at the impact of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan on American life.
What Marni Bergman has always held closest to her heart: downtown Watertown, her father, and her family’s shoe business started by her grandfather. Still, after her grandfather’s sudden death, she’d moved to New York City for a decade only to return to shadows of what she once treasured.
She becomes drawn to charming, unpredictable Shane Farrell, a soldier from nearby Fort Drum, even though she's vowed not to date any soldiers or any men who aren’t Jewish. However, despite her beliefs, her father’s disapproval, jarring fist fights, unstable Army wives, and an imminent deployment to Afghanistan, Marni can’t shake her feelings for Shane.
Soon though, both her father and Shane fall prey to their own demons, leaving a razed landscape where only Marni can decide what to build.
Behind the Book
The idea for Forgotten Downtowns was conceived when I considered the atrocities that Robert Bales committed in Afghanistan. I thought about principled soldiers going from small towns across America to entirely foreign places for which they might be unprepared for the people, food, prejudices, hatred, and violence that await them. I decided to set this story in Watertown, New York, where my father grew up and where my uncle and grandfather did own a shoe store like the one in the book. It experienced a twenty year decline and now sits vacant in the once budding downtown. The town has a prominent army base, so while Marni and Shane are fictional, it is conceivable that two people like them could have met and fallen in love in this town. This story attempts to imagine what redemption and rebuilding look like for the majority of us left in America to cope with what we both consider and don’t consider about the wars happening overseas.
Dust motes floated in the late afternoon weak fall sun, the green carpet was thin under Marni’s feet, and her mother in her usual blouse and black pants stared at the opposite wall where they displayed the boots and where white socks hung down from a plastic hook sloping down diagonally. Discount sandals were lined up on a metal rack on the wall behind her mother, and pumps in reds, blacks, and tans flaunted themselves on the middle island. Her father seemed to be avoiding the emptiness out front by making up tasks for himself in the back stockroom, or maybe the tasks were real. Having arrived home the night before, Marni didn’t know.
Jodi stands accused of sexually assaulting her fifteen-year-old daughter’s boyfriend, Rafael.
Though Jodi is unnerved that her studious and responsible daughter has kept her boyfriend a secret, she finds herself forming a friendship with him. Their relationship escalates as do their secrets and confidences until the day a police officer arrives to arrest Jodi. Alvaro, Jodi’s husband, and Miranda end up at odds as they grapple with understanding the wife and mother they thought they knew.
Meanwhile, Rafael, reeling from missing his estranged father and broken-hearted after a relationship gone wrong with his former English teacher, isn’t sure who he can trust and what kind of justice he seeks.
Jodi feels as trapped by her ankle monitor as she always has by her troubled past, and she’s failing to find answers for the husband and daughter she adores. Fearing a trial could never expose the whole truth, Jodi tries to take matters into her own hands with Rafael at the run-down motel where she has been living. But she’s failed to realize how much he’s willing to sacrifice now that he feels he has nothing left.
Behind the Book
This novel is based on a story I heard from my hometown where a woman was put in jail for sexually assaulting her daughter’s boyfriend. What intrigued me the most was that the woman’s husband and daughter stood by her, while her family of origin shunned her. This started all sorts of questions about innocence, identity, sexuality, love, and forgiveness that are explored in this story.
Also, as with my previous novel, No Way to Fall Off This Earth, I'm inspired by my work in the New York City public schools to explore the unique relationships that can develop between adults and adolescents.
He shrugged and backed away, not closing the front door when he left. He hopped over the porch steps and veered off to the right, slapping the tall bush with his palm as he crossed our narrow strip of lawn. Before stepping onto the sidewalk, he turned to where I stood in the open door and nodded, like he was saying yes to a question I hadn’t asked.
"I Came Here to Be Alone" by Carrie Esposito
Published in The Georgia Review
An artist, Justin, moves to Western Minnesota from Brooklyn to work on his art in peace and solitude. But when a dog comes up to his art studio and leads Justin to his front lawn, the discovery he makes there won't allow him to go back to the solitary life he thought he wanted.
Set in 1956, and told from the perspective of a young boy who witnesses the sudden death of his father, this story examines the ways tragic death can become a shadow over the living.
"It Starts With You" by Carrie Esposito
Published in Pif Magazine
A grieving woman willfully misses her husband's funeral, instead revisiting the place where she met a man decades earlier.
"To You - The Woman on the Run" by Carrie Esposito
Published in Every Day Fiction
This is a piece of flash fiction which explores a moment in time between two women, one who is ostensibly helping the other to her feet, while it might be the other way around.
"What Becomes You" by Carrie Esposito
Published in The MacGuffin
When JT, a former actress, develops a crush on a young playwright, her family life, her marriage, and her aspirations are thrown into question.
"Preservation" by Carrie Esposito
Published in Mused
When Theresa loses her father, she flies across the country to see her mother from whom she’s been estranged for as long as she can remember. In the confines of their Upper East Side apartment, the assumptions she’s always held true about her mother slip away in the face of grief, even as both she and her mother fear letting go of the way things have always been between them.
"Broken Fourth Walls" by Carrie Esposito
Published in Mused
Fiona, a cynical young woman, sits in a Denver bar late at night with her husband Ryan. She has a strange, ghostly encounter with Maggie, another patron at the bar, who tells stories of her youth in Manhattan in the 1980s and reveals a secret that changes everything for Fiona.
"The Bribe" by Carrie Esposito
Published in Little Rose Magazine
In front of an ex-pat bar in Agra, Banhi meets Amber. Banhi sees an opportunity to save herself and her children, but her plan goes awry when Amber isn’t quite who she seems.
"A National Emergency" by Carrie Esposito
Received an honorable mention from Glimmer Train
A young woman, Viv, goes to a resort in Mexico with her boyfriend and her curiosity about the abundance of Sargassum leads her to unexpected discoveries.
"Fairy Tales and Freedom" by Carrie Esposito
Finalist for the Curt Johnson Prose Awards
While running on the trails, Brooke has an accident and encounters Dustin, a man living in the mountains, and their interaction helps her come to terms with all she loves and hates about her life.
"Crossing North" by Carrie Esposito
Ashley, fifteen, seeks adventure one hot summer day when she and a friend wander from their Upper East Side neighborhood to Spanish Harlem. She finds unexpected first love, but must contend with the consequences of seeing the truth for the first time about privilege and racial disparity.
"Sacred Ash" by Carrie Esposito
Nate, or Shankar, as he calls himself at the ashram where he lives near Boulder, Colorado, goes home for a family funeral and must face the ways in which his spiritual practice doesn't hold up under pressure.
"Opting for Illusions" by Carrie Esposito
A school fundraiser and a series of white lies collide in this story where the character of Nora is made to look more closely at the charged relationship with her best friend.
"Panning for Gold" by Carrie Esposito