About Carrie
Carrie Esposito's fiction has been published in The Georgia Review, Ruminate Magazine, MonkeyBicycle, The MacGuffin, Pif Magazine, King Ludd's Rag (by Malarkey Books), Mused, Everyday Fiction, and one is available in the 4th edition of the Ms. Aligned anthology, and another is forthcoming in Slab LitMag where it won first place in a contest. She has a selected short featured on The Short Story Today podcast in a special Valentine's Day episode. Her stories have been a finalist for the William Van Dyke Short Story Prize, the Curt Johnson Prose Awards and have received an honorable mention from Glimmer Train. Her first personal essay is forthcoming in Litro Magazine, and she has poetry published at Tipton Poetry Journal, Nostalgia Press, and Porcupine Literary. She's also won spots in selective writing workshops at Lighthouse Writers, a haven for writers that she adores.
While the Assistant Principal of a 6-12 school in Brooklyn, Carrie began the novel No Way to Fall Off This Earth, writing it in a notebook on the subway ride to and from work. She continues to write short stories and is currently working on two other novels, To All That We Pledge Allegiance and When Whispers Shatter. She works as an Educational Consultant for Teaching Matters in the NYC schools, where she supports school efforts to increase equitable outcomes.
No Way to Fall Off This Earth
About
In No Way to Fall Off This Earth, a principal in Brooklyn goes to India to search for two missing students only to grapple with the consequences of finding them.
Behind the Book
Amala and Zahrah Khadim, the twin sisters in No Way to Fall Off This Earth, were inspired by twins who were on the roster of the middle school in Crown Heights, Brooklyn where I was the Assistant Principal. One of my responsibilities was to make sure that students who were called “no shows” were discharged from our school, but students may not be discharged from a New York City school’s roster until there is proof that they have either moved or are going to school elsewhere. The twins proved to be a more difficult case, until we found out their father had taken them out of the country. I continued to wonder about them, until I had to write this imagined account of what happened next. I set the story in India, because I'd fallen in love with the country, the culture, and the people when I spent time there as part of my previous role as a corporate trainer.
Excerpt
Gwen Ellis, principal and founder of The Young Women’s Engineering Academy in downtown Brooklyn, rolled with her palm the orange languishing on her desk for the last three days. The orange was there because of Zahrah. Two years earlier, when she was in sixth grade and in Gwen’s office once again, silent once again, she plucked an orange off Gwen’s desk and started peeling it, eating each slice, then offering Gwen the last one as if it had been hers all along.
To All That We Pledge Allegiance
About
Marni never expected to marry a non-Jewish soldier from the nearby base behind her father’s back, becoming an official Army wife. And she was completely unprepared for the life of counting the days until Shane’s return from his final deployment to Afghanistan, all while trying to interpret his sometimes disturbing emails.
But with just a month left to go, she learns of Shane’s arrest for shooting a civilian family and that his return to U.S. soil will be to a prison. Everywhere Marni looks is a reporter with questions, an Army wife with an opinion, or the face of Larmina, the woman left alive from the shooting. When Marni understands the truth of what happened, it’s up to her to figure out what will rise from the ashes of her love for Shane and the legacy of her family’s past.
Behind the Book
While this story is fiction, I was interested in exploring the impact of the wars overseas on the people left behind in smaller American cities and towns. I set the story in Watertown, New York, where my father grew up and where my uncle and grandfather owned a shoe store like the one in the book. It experienced a twenty-year decline and now sits vacant in the once budding downtown. I spent my summers in the shoe store and Jewish holidays in their modest synagogue, where I was fascinated by the soldiers from nearby Fort Drum who would sometimes join us for services.
Excerpt
Marni burst into the shoe store, exhaling cold air and hauling her duffel bag behind her. Where were they?
Dust floated in the late afternoon sun over the thin green carpet. The opposite wall displayed resolute boots and industrious white socks hanging down from a plastic hook. Discount sandals, brave after a whole summer on display, sat lined up on a metal rack in the back, and pumps in reds, blacks, and tans flaunted themselves on the middle island.
When Whispers Shatter
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Jodi stands accused of sexually assaulting her fifteen-year-old daughter’s boyfriend, Rafael.
Though Jodi is unnerved that her studious and responsible daughter has kept her boyfriend a secret, she finds herself forming a friendship with him. Their relationship escalates as do their secrets and confidences until the day a police officer arrives to arrest Jodi. Alvaro, Jodi’s husband, and Miranda end up at odds as they grapple with understanding the wife and mother they thought they knew.
Meanwhile, Rafael, reeling from missing his estranged father and broken-hearted after a relationship gone wrong with his former English teacher, isn’t sure who he can trust and what kind of justice he seeks.
Jodi feels as trapped by her ankle monitor as she always has by her troubled past, and she’s failing to find answers for the husband and daughter she adores. Fearing a trial could never expose the whole truth, Jodi tries to take matters into her own hands with Rafael at the run-down motel where she has been living. But she’s failed to realize how much he’s willing to sacrifice now that he feels he has nothing left.
Behind the Book
This novel is based on a story I heard from my hometown where a woman was put in jail for sexually assaulting her daughter’s boyfriend. What intrigued me the most was that the woman’s husband and daughter stood by her, while her family of origin shunned her. This started all sorts of questions about innocence, identity, sexuality, love, and forgiveness that are explored in this story.
Also, as with my previous novel, No Way to Fall Off This Earth, I'm inspired by my work in the New York City public schools to explore the unique relationships that can develop between adults and adolescents.
Excerpt
He shrugged and backed away, not closing the front door when he left. He hopped over the porch steps and veered off to the right, slapping the tall bush with his palm as he crossed our narrow strip of lawn. Before stepping onto the sidewalk, he turned to where I stood in the open door and nodded, like he was saying yes to a question I hadn’t asked.
Short Stories
"I Came Here to Be Alone" by Carrie Esposito
Published in The Georgia Review
My reading of an excerpt at 'Stories on Stage'
An artist, Justin, moves to Western Minnesota from Brooklyn to work on his art in peace and solitude. But when a dog comes up to his art studio and leads Justin to his front lawn, the discovery he makes there won't allow him to go back to the solitary life he thought he wanted.
"Man of the House" by Carrie Esposito
Finalist for the William Van Dyke Short Story Prize and Published in Ruminate Magazine
Set in 1956, and told from the perspective of a young boy who witnesses the sudden death of his father, this story examines the ways tragic death can become a shadow over the living.
"Panning for Gold" by Carrie Esposito
Published in King Ludd's Rag (by Malarkey Books)
"Sacred Ash" by Carrie Esposito
Nate, or Shankar, as he calls himself at the ashram where he lives near Boulder, Colorado, goes home for a family funeral and must face the ways in which his spiritual practice doesn't hold up under pressure.
"What Becomes You" by Carrie Esposito
Published in The MacGuffin
When JT, a former actress, develops a crush on a young playwright, her family life, her marriage, and her aspirations are thrown into question.
"It Starts With You" by Carrie Esposito
Published in Pif Magazine
A grieving woman willfully misses her husband's funeral, instead revisiting the place where she met a man decades earlier.
"For Sale: (Maybe) Haunted Doll" by Carrie Esposito
Published in MonkeyBicycle
This is a piece of flash fiction about a woman on the edge selling a haunted doll (or is it?).
"To You - The Woman on the Run" by Carrie Esposito
Published in Every Day Fiction
This is a piece of flash fiction which explores a moment in time between two women, one who is ostensibly helping the other to her feet, while it might be the other way around.
"Fairy Tales and Freedom" by Carrie Esposito
First Place Contest Winner/Forthcoming in SlabLitMag & Finalist for the Curt Johnson Prose Awards
While running on the trails, Brooke has an accident and encounters Dustin, a man living in the mountains, and their interaction helps her come to terms with all she loves and hates about her life.
"Preservation" by Carrie Esposito
Published in Mused
When Theresa loses her father, she flies across the country to see her mother from whom she’s been estranged for as long as she can remember. In the confines of their Upper East Side apartment, the assumptions she’s always held true about her mother slip away in the face of grief, even as both she and her mother fear letting go of the way things have always been between them.
"Broken Fourth Walls" by Carrie Esposito
Published in Mused
Fiona, a cynical young woman, sits in a Denver bar late at night with her husband Ryan. She has a strange, ghostly encounter with Maggie, another patron at the bar, who tells stories of her youth in Manhattan in the 1980s and reveals a secret that changes everything for Fiona.
"The Bribe" by Carrie Esposito
Published in Little Rose Magazine
In front of an ex-pat bar in Agra, Banhi meets Amber. Banhi sees an opportunity to save herself and her children, but her plan goes awry when Amber isn’t quite who she seems.
"A National Emergency" by Carrie Esposito
Received an honorable mention from Glimmer Train
A young woman, Viv, goes to a resort in Mexico with her boyfriend and her curiosity about the abundance of Sargassum leads her to unexpected discoveries.
"Crossing North" by Carrie Esposito
Ashley, fifteen, seeks adventure one hot summer day when she and a friend wander from their Upper East Side neighborhood to Spanish Harlem. She finds unexpected first love, but must contend with the consequences of seeing the truth for the first time about privilege and racial disparity.
"Opting for Illusions" by Carrie Esposito
A school fundraiser and a series of white lies collide in this story where the character of Nora is made to look more closely at the charged relationship with her best friend.
Media & Poetry
Short Story Today Podcast - Valentine's Day Special
Click here to listen to Carrie's selected short which kicks off a special episode of The Short Story Today podcast.
Read here for Carrie's experience exploring the book village of Hobart, New York in the Catskills.
Carrie's intro starts at 58:46 OR watch the whole show for some amazing stories of being a mother or having a mother at all stages of life.
Lighthouse Writers Top-Secret Blog
Read here for Carrie's first experience at LitFest at Lighthouse Writers Workshop.
Read here for Carrie's thoughts on writing novel openings inspired by a class with Dana Spiotta.
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